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Name Who knows?
Age 22
Webcam? yes
Taken? Single! Request some lovin'.
   
Location
Country United States
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About Me
FIRST AND FOREMOST, HAVE A SALUTE.

Second, and definitely not foremost, I give away my bang bucks to those that talk to me. Just ask! =]

I've rewritten this thing so many times and I still don't know what to say, but, I'll give it a shot. I like to actually TALK to people on this website, not just look at their "n00dz" or ask them to "GNOC." I'm not a bum or a horny bastard =]. I am a very sarcastic person most of the time, but I usually laugh after I'm sarcastic. I am a very deep person when I want to be, but usually I don't let anyone in far enough to see that side of me. I am confident, yet self conscious at the same time. If you can figure out how that's possible, you win. Nobody has yet. I have walls, but there are ways to get around or over them. I won't ever tell how, but, there are hints, very subtle hints, dropped every now and then. I love sports, hanging out, music, having fun, cars, and a lot of other "guy things." But, I also love poetry and the color pink. I'm not your average guy, I'm better, and worse.
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Turn Ons
Once again, something that's better off found out, not told.
Turn Offs
I don't like dumb people, people that lack common sense, or sluts. I don't like people that smell. Usual things.
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Book like a shooting star
a tear runs down my face
i can feel it slip away
as my heart begins to race

as i lay under the stars
the breeze tickles my skin
on come the goosebumps
but they're not from the wind

they're pulled over my face
like the covers on a cool night
these lies pierce my heart
i know this isn't right

frustration encompasses me
as they try and take control
no matter what happens
the nights always end cold

approaching them is not an option
for i know they won't listen
and i hear it yet again
the corners of my eyes begin to glisten

i hide away, alone in my room
wondering what i've done
looking for warmth to fill my heart
i look up toward the sun

i obey their commands
like a frivolous child
hoping that in the end
this pain is worth while

some are worse than others
one's actually excluded
she's like a soldier
deep into my heart she's intruded

but when my thoughts are rerouted
darkness lingers inside
fear of being inadequate
drags me along for the ride

this feeling mirrors suffocation
helplessness sets in
changes need to be made
where to begin?

"the source" is the logical answer
many deep gazes into the mirror
uncertainty seems to be a friend
much needed, as i'm surrounded with fear

if you mix yellow and blue
green will arise victorious
but when you mix many colors
trust me, it's everything but glorious

the colors become an abyss
draining the happiness from my soul
and the cycle repeats itself
the night, yet again, cold

once every blue moon
happiness returns momentarily
i try to open my eyes
regardless of how scary

as broken as i've become
invisibility sounds intoxicating
it'd give me time to fix what i can
but doing it alone is frustrating

frustrating, but not impossible
however, difficult indeed
but my soul is ready to soar
and it's dying to be freed
Quote Quod me nutrit, me destruit.
   
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sexymegan2012: very sexy
wellshittt: I really don't know. Open-ended threats are usually the best.
wellshittt: Haha good. You better.
wellshittt: Oh I am. I truly am.
wellshittt: I'm very sorry.
wellshittt: Well that's a relief since I don't have a dick to show.
xobellalova4yaxo: Mark!!! smile
Laciebaby024: WOW!! sexii smile
prettylittletimebomb: Well, you've got the same advantages my dear. Good looks and a working brain, winner. (:
prettylittletimebomb: It's nice that someone appreciates my common sense and working brain. So thank you for that. (:
jailbaitttt: c;
henley: marky mark
LACEYxBiTCH: MARKKKKKKKKKKKKK! grinlol
akvolleystudd: what happened to your sexy lover? hm.
xohalicia: grinlol
xHEARTsxandxskullsx: =]
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